But you can't because you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...
I saw a photo of your beautiful face
With deep green eyes
Scruffy chin and sides
Light brown hair
But sadness from within
I looked deeply
You beckoned me
Called me and asked if I remembered
Of course I do
Every bit
All of it
The intensity
The turmoil
The ache and yearning of my heart
The want of us
Close
Forever
Always
As one
Always did I belong to someone else and not you. I wanted you. But you didn't let me. My heart broke and I fell into that deep dark place that is still my shadow. If only. But I'll never know. In all this life and the next I'll never know. You are my one and only question. My unanswered wonderment. My green-eyed lover.
It's obvious, I'm no longer in pain, but more like in a place of nostalgia, for what we had because you understood, everything. My love, my hapless romantic, my heart.
Your SB.
