You're Gone, Gone, Gone

But you can't because you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone...

I saw a photo of your beautiful face

With deep green eyes

Scruffy chin and sides

Light brown hair

But sadness from within

I looked deeply 

You beckoned me

Called me and asked if I remembered

Of course I do 

Every bit

All of it

The intensity

The turmoil

The ache and yearning of my heart

The want of us

Close 

Forever

Always

As one

Always did I belong to someone else and not you. I wanted you. But you didn't let me. My heart broke and I fell into that deep dark place that is still my shadow. If only. But I'll never know. In all this life and the next I'll never know. You are my one and only question. My unanswered wonderment. My green-eyed lover. 

It's obvious, I'm no longer in pain, but more like in a place of nostalgia, for what we had because you understood, everything. My love, my hapless romantic, my heart. 

Your SB.